MITCHEL MONTAGNA
Jilly

In a Jeep with Jilly,
a love tale on the make.
She said, you wanna
cop some weed
I know the road to take.
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You see that flight of stairs, she said,
that leans like it might fall.
That’s the one you
gotta use,
be better if you crawl.
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And watch out for the rats, she said,
the pit bulls make ‘em tough.
You know, I said,
with further thought
I think we got enough.
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We found a pasture by a stream
that breathed a woody scent.
I watched the dancing
water shine while
Jilly raised our tent.
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The stars came on like birthday lights
as darkness swooped and spread.
We sparked a flame
with maple logs,
and played the Grateful Dead.
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Inside our tent the lanterns blazed.
Light textured Jilly’s face.
I saw a dreamy
sadness there
melt off without a trace.
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She smirked and lighted up a blunt
then cracked open a beer.
My heart plucked tunes
of loneliness
I wished that she could hear.
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Instead we heard the gentle stream
that softly hissed like rain.
A wind soughed off
the mountainside.
We heard a distant train.
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Drugged out, we lay down for the night.
Her skin glowed sweet and sly.
I asked if I might
venture close
and feel her lovely thigh.
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With morning came a ranger man
resolved to spit and scoff.
He glared, then said,
no camping here.
Jilly told him to shove off.
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Booted out of paradise,
our gas was running low.
She murmured soft, as
if alone,
I got no place to go.
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Hell, I said, what’s going on,
you’ll see me very soon.
She dropped me in
the parking lot,
while laughing like a loon.
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Dusk rolled down the blacktop
as I was waiting there.
I stayed through pangs
of hunger.
I cursed the chilly air.
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Her mystery still trails me,
a light in every dawn.
When I turn fast, and
no one’s there,
I smile and then move on.